The Boys' Brigade

Leg cramp in the toilet when shitting.

who else gets them but me.

BLoody tiring day.

Laid in bed since 3 didnt sleep a wink.

left the house at 12 for badminton.

then went to ch house.

Ever heard gabriel sing britney spears songs hhaha.

u hear already will laugh ur ass off.

bballed after that.

 

tired until can faint man.

 

thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday!

Wah sian missed out the celebration today.

Heard they had lots of fun..

Had something important to settle so couldnt make it!

Sorry for not coming but its not too late to wish

 

 

Played Bball with the guys today.

Havent had so much fun in a long time.

Sick like shit now oh man flu sucks.

 

Been going for job hunting recently.

Hopefully they will call me tmr.Hopefully!

Aiya should be at least one will call la since i signed up for so many.

Suppose to movie today but sian Inkheart sounds shitty plus its a sunday so its more expensive.

So Bball again tmr wohoo.

I hate this feeling when most of my friends have gone to school.

I hate it when i am bored most of the days because i cant talk to jc friends.

I hate it when me and some friends are not so close anymore.

This feeling sucks trust me.

 

The only way to communicate with them is now is by asking hows their school life now.

listening to their rants makes me feel less distant towards them.

There is rarely any other common topic between me and them anymore.

Yet listening to them talk about their new school life makes me feel a sense of regret.

i dont wanna talk about it.

 

Most of them says that their new school sucks or they havent been enjoying it.

After a period of time they wont feel the same way anymore.The selfish part of me hates that.

Knowing that 95% of ur frens have already integrated into a totally new environment sucks.

especially when u are still stuck in the past, your life on a standstill.

It sucks even more when u know theres nothing u can do about it.

u deserve it, zongzuo.stop complaining.

 

no matter how optimistic about poly i may be, calling myself a poly kid or a "pre-diploma holder" (frm chunkit),

a part of me wishes i could have gone to jc with them.Dont ask why i didnt pick jc, i have my reasons.

 

no matter how sucky ahs has become, that school gave me a lot of unforgettable memories and friends.

The last thing i want to do is put them behind.